1. |
Beacon
03:47
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Where do we begin
You think you’re lost my friend
Started at the end
Where the water meets the wind
And over waves
I’ll try to show the way keep
You sound & safe
Might not ever see your face
I know a place where you can go
Somewhere I may never know but
It’s out there, I believe it
Look for the afterglow over
The undertow
That pulls you to these stones and
Let it lead you
I might not know your pain
But I won’t let that change
The color of my flame
Who knows the reason
Some times we’re the boat
And some times we’re the beacon
Maybe you’re right
You’ve lost the will to fight
Sinking might sound nice but I
Promise that’s a lie
So don’t give up
Know that you are loved know
That you’re enough and even
When it’s rough
Let’s set our sights out there beyond where
We’ve been dreaming all along
Where the light meets the horizon
Look for the afterglow over
The undertow
That pulls you to these stones and
Let it lead you
I might not know your name
But I won’t let that change the
Color of my flame
Who knows the reason
Some times we’re the boat
And some times we’re the beacon
Look for the afterglow over
The undertow
That pulls you to these stones and
Let it lead you
I might not know your name
But I won’t let that change the
Color of my flame
Who knows the reason
Some times we’re the boat
And sometimes we don’t know that
Some times we’re the boat
And sometimes we’re the beacon
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2. |
Backbone (It's Not Over)
03:09
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I need a backbone
Wanna remind myself that I can dig out of this hole
I need a way home
Do what I do but I don’t want to have to do it alone
I need to stay awake
So I can take all the time that
I need a backbone
I need a backbone
Yah I know that when I break
I’ll go deeper
I won’t scream
But I won’t whisper
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
Can’t shut down
I stay open
24 hours for one moment
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
I’m on the defense
Trying to save myself from going straight out of my mind
Don’t know what hell is
But if I did I’d probably know half the people in line
I had to will myself to pass the test and
Prove that I’m not too broken to let go
I need a backbone
Yah I know that when I break
I’ll go deeper
I won’t scream
But I won’t whisper
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
Can’t shut down
I stay open
24 hours for one moment
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
Cuz I know
I’m so hard on myself
Cause I’m too afraid to fail
Keep my heart on a shelf till
I’m capable of bending
Cuz I know
Cuz I know
When I break
I’ll go deeper
I won’t scream
But I won’t whisper
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
Can’t shut down
I stay open
24 hours for one moment
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
When I break
I’ll go deeper
I won’t scream
But I won’t whisper
Breathe in deep
Heartbeat slower
Cause when I crack it’s not over
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3. |
Young & In Love
02:18
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Up tight
I wanna let (it) go
Don’t cry
It not that easy
Head up
It could be criminal to
Find hope
For a day
Take my eyes off the road take
My hands off the wheel just
Need somewhere to go just
Need something to feel
All these thoughts in my mind
Wanna throw them away
To be young and in love in the mess that we made
Ooo
To be young and in love in the mess that we made
Oooo
To be young and in love in the mess that we made
Don’t stop
Work for a living and
Call it day
I'm stuck
Just wanna give in
Stop running away
Take my eyes off the road take
My hands off the wheel just
Need somewhere to go just
Need something to feel
All these thoughts in my mind
Wanna throw them away
To be young and in love with the mess that we made
Ooo
Nothing is certain
Oooo
But I know what it’s worth
To be young and in love in the mess that we made
To be young and in love in the mess that we made
Nothing is certain
But I wanna keep going
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4. |
What We Could Be
03:02
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This is me telling me something this
Is me trying not to fight it wish I
Knew where this was going
Wish I could stay right in the moment
Sudden changes
Hoping
Dive in
I don’t need a sign
Just an open wide
Yah we have tonight
Don’t need to read your mind
Maybe what comes next
Could be heaven sent but
We’re not there yet and
What if I miss it
I don’t wanna wake up
Wondering what we could be I
Don’t want give up
On this possibility
But
This is me feeling disheartened this
Is me bringing my baggage
Even though I know we just started this is
Me asking if you’ll have it
On the possibility
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5. |
Modern Man
03:34
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Sucker punch to the side sometimes I cry
Got my head and my heart learning how to walk it in time
I know I could let it go let someone take control
And just go for the ride
I want you know I’m a modern man yeah
I’ve seen enough to know who I am
But some days I don’t understand
It’s not as clear as the back of my hand
I cant steady my emotion
Don’t know where I’m going I know
Trying to stay to open deeper than the ocean I know
I’m a modern man yeah
Caught in my mind I’m weighing it out
There’s a thought I should hide over thinking
Drowning in doubt
I know I could let it go let someone take control
And we’ll go for a ride
I am trying to be more than I was before I was before
I am before
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6. |
My Revival
03:44
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I was looking for way, for a way out the
Only one that I can (I can) see is a long
Way down
Listening to the echo of my shout, drowned out lost in
The sea
It's harder to know which
Way you should go
When you’re pleasing everybody
I was looking for a way.. For a way out, for
Sometime now
This is my revival
I won’t be discouraged
Wherever my heart is
I won’t keep it guarded this
Is my survival
I don’t plan on stopping my
Spirits never dropping this is
My revival
This is my revival
Some how I was I here but I was missing
It's silly how for so long I was
So afraid
What a way to find out what I’m
Made of
To try and believe
Its easy to be
Behind keys and a screen
With a take on everybody
Some how I was here
But I was missing
Well
This is my revival
I won’t be discouraged
Wherever my heart is
I won’t keep it guarded this
Is my survival
I don’t plan on stopping my
Spirits never dropping this is
My revival
This is my revival
At the top until you fall
Thinking that you had it all
Wishing you could runaway
It will come and it will go
And just when you’ll never know
Trust me I’ve been there, I know
Well
This is my revival
I was born to do this
However my hope is
I won’t let you crush it
This is my revival
I won’t be discouraged
Wherever my heart is
I won’t keep it guarded this
Is my survival
I don’t plan on stopping my
Spirits never dropping this is
My revival
This is my revival
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7. |
To Be Human
03:34
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I’m crashing like a wave onto the shore
All washed up and it feels like nobody knows me anymore I
Won’t
Let go
If you
Say so
But don’t know how much more I can take
It’s so hard to be human
Solo on a tightrope hanging
On high note
Even somebody who’s got everything knows that
Falling apart is just part of the dream
So don’t wake me up until all of the winners are losing it’s
So hard to be human
Get so high that my feet can’t find the floor
Every little hit hurts just a little bit more
Than the hit before been
Forever since
We were innocent
Yea I remember that feeling
Don’t know how much more I can take
Oh gimme somewhere to go and
I’ll go where the hurt don’t feel the same
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8. |
Fading
04:13
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I hold back
Like I’m always in battle lock
The hatch
Cuz I’m always afraid
Want to fight
But sometimes I feel fragile
Like my dad
I wish I were brave
Oh my love, my love
The waves are coming at me
Now I see, I see the tide
Why do we stay here
In this moment when
The windows they
Keep closing and the
Daylight
Is fading
So fast
How do you know that in
The moment
When you’re breaking
You’ll break open that
The hurting
Will be worth it and
Won’t last
That it’s
Fading
Past is past
Gotta leave it behind you
Can’t go fast
When you’re looking that way
You're running away, you’re running away
But you’re
Not your mistakes
Not your mistakes
Oh
Know you’re not alone
Why do we stay here
In this moment when
The windows they
Keep closing and the
Daylight
Is fading
So fast
How do you know that in
The moment
When you’re breaking
You’ll break open that
The hurting
Will be worth it and
Won’t last
That it’s
Fading
All my life my life
The waves are coming at me
Now I see, I see the tide
All my life my life
Thought somebody would be save me
But I guess
That job is mine
Why do we stay here
In this moment when
The windows they
Keep closing and the
Daylight
Is fading
So fast
How do you know that in
The moment
When you’re breaking
You’ll break open that
The hurting
Will be worth it and
Won’t last
That it’s
Fading
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9. |
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Yeah I like to live my life like a novel keep
Filling pages up ’til it’s all full
But I don’t understand how I got here again at
The end of another chapter
I like to live my life like it’s novel
But I’m getting older
Like my bones are about to break
And time is getting younger
Like the seasons, we’re meant to change
But the distance between where I want to be
And where I am right now
It looks so open wide it
Makes me feel behind
I guess that’s getting older in a modern time
I grew up somewhere on a dead end
Sometimes a solid ground can still cave in
‘Cause I came and I saw from these deep canyon walls to
The waves as they roll off the ocean
Now I found myself somehow at a dead end
Yeah I’m getting older
Like my bones are about to break
And time is getting younger
Like the seasons, we’re meant to change
But the distance between where I want to be
And where I am right now
It looks so open wide it
Makes me feel behind
I guess that’s getting older in a modern time
I know I’ll find a way
To find what I’ve needed to say
The pain can’t be erased
Just leave it on the page
Yeah I’m getting older
And my hair is growing thin and I’m
Not getting any younger
Ya it always comes around again
And the distance between where I want to be
And where I am right now
It looks so open wide I
Feel so far behind
I guess that’s getting older in a modern time
Yeah that’s getting older in a modern time
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10. |
Where I'm From
03:46
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Feels like no time all when I
Could see it all
Wish I had known myself back then
My hometown sleeps at night but I
Left it to find
And I would do it all again
Cuz I
I’m
Looking for piece of me that
I
Want to release
I can’t look back
Cuz it still reminds me everywhere I
Go
(Yeah) it always finds me
I’m living on the edge
But I still know where I’m from
I’m running fast leave it
All behind me these city
Lights
They might always blind me
I’m living on the edge
But I still know where I’m from
Wish I had told myself
Be like nobody else
It’s not something you control
Don’t lose your innocence
Don’t need it to make sense
Not what you have but who you hold
Cuz I
I’m tracing lines and past regret that
I, want to forget
I can’t look back
Cuz it still reminds me
No matter where I go it
Always finds me
I’m living on the edge
But I still know where I’m from
I’m running fast leave it
All behind me these city
Lights
They might always blind me
I’m living on the edge
But I still know where I’m from
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